“Hello my friend, I see your back again…….. hello mystery, don’t bother to explain.”
*le sigh*
Begin. Begin at the begining. Where to begin? Was I at the begining in the first place? Where the fuk is the begining? I don’t recall anything “ending”.
I do seem to have an avoidance issue going over here… dammit! This tells me that whatever is on the rise is going to be oh-so-wow.
I sit here in this decemberunderground, ruminating over beginnings. And where to begin … And I suppose the best thing to do is to begin where I am at. Where exactly am I? I can only figure that out by shuffling backwards a bit so I can get my bearings.
The last year or so has been one of those long winters, even in the summer … Giving the gift of grand illusion and being a functioning cave dweller … And now Ms Sunshine likes Stars. I think that’s the sunshine I can handle for now.
I think I am going to set some internal disciplines for myself.
Be the guardian of me.
